Come and find me
Search through the jungle
With the machete on the vines
Listen to our hearts intertwined
I would be waiting for you

Find me behind the shadows
Locked away with rejection
Hiding even when I reemerge
Silent in the mundane conversations

Make me break off the shell
Kiss me, so my heart would yell
Under the moonlight we would slow dance
The crickets would sing the love song of our brokenness

Hug away the demons that troll
Let your warmth melt away the pain
From the pounding of searing memories
Hatred, death, sorrow and fears.

Come and find me
My long lost hunter
Let my heart screams be your compass
As you gallop further
My knight in shining armour
I would be waiting for you

The one that got away
Out of my grasp, caused by delay
Now her smile seems brighter than midday
By conflicting emotions I'm haplessly swayed

One said,"She should be happy"
She deserves attention
Not your half hearted love that's crappy
If you give her away, maybe you'd be lucky
And she'd come back,
make your life less sucky

Then the other voice says "You're making a mistake".
Don't sabotage yourself for Pete's sake.
Remain in her focus, blur out her gaze
Feed on the attention
Like sinners on grace
Like cattle that graze

So I made a decision and listened to the former
Set up a damsel with a Knight open to chatter
Now I'm haunted by the quiet and thoughts of their laughter
Wondering if I'd be best man in their happily ever after.

So in this tragedy I find consolation
To Cupid's arrows and sparks I made a donation
Hoping he'd return the favor with affection
Fix up my heart and save me
from my torturous indecision